the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

have you read

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

no i haven't really read anything

so the method has to be autonomous

is this you as well

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i want to do that too

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

whats your name?