a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i dont understand magnetisation



He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

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i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

ion

its good short few pages

which magnetises chains of pins

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

It Will Get Lighter

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them