there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Lift Analysis

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thank you, Jack

not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yes

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
IWGD

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

currently

no longer writing in the third person

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."