a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
currently
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Better Lift
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
wait what is that
autonomy of learning
god being the centre magnet
what do you mean
idk
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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.its good short few pages
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation