Today I felt like starting
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
no longer writing in the third person
isaac
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
much more tactility