much more tactility

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Picture

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Style

really i want the internet

It Will Get Lighter

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.