but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

division of reality is straying away from it

I am below everything.

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


December 2025

wait what is that

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

the site i am dreaming

this will be about a slug

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

autonomy of learning

as in

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting