Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

lol

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

December 2025

currently

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

wait what is that

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

hello reader,

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Lift Analysis

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


autonomy of learning

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


Lift Analysis

so the method has to be autonomous

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos