They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
yeah
lol yea
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
send your tumblr
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
hiding from the rain
not their contents
is everyoneback on tumblr now
as in
no longer writing in the third person
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
so an active mazelike process
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
wait what is that
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Better Lift
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
have you read
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