i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i dont understand magnetisation

have you read

I Write Goodbye Letter

is everyoneback on tumblr now

what do you mean

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

send your tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

idk

plato

its good short few pages

its good

magnetises a pin

which magnetises chains of pins

that looks like my instagram account

fw

god being the centre magnet

no i haven't really read anything

its good

thank you

sorry i am texting like a slav

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ion

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

yeah

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thank you, Jack

Worse Lift

Better Lift

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i love it here

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.