was it worth it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

hiding from the rain

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

god being the centre magnet

propensity within someone

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

feel you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not their contents

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

i was tempted to lie about my name

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i love it here