Rain, starting

i see a website

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

December 2025

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

bro i read nothing in my life

...

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

...

plato

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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