a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Lift Analysis

its good

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Can I see

as in

really i want the internet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i see a website

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no like which do people call me

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

isaac

isaac newton