but i respect your search

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i really havent

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

as in

i see a website

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful



and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I Write Goodbye Letter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Lift Analysis

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.