it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

was it worth it

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so an active mazelike process

lol yea

your feed looks like my tumblr

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you mean

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

ion

isaac

send your tumblr

no i haven't really read anything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

whats your name?

thank you

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books