Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
its good
really i want the internet
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
December 2025
Better Lift
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.
Lift Analysis
i was tempted to lie about my name
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
fw
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
or never left
was it worth it
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it