barren land

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Picture



I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

hiding from the rain

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

plato

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books