mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

currently

I am below everything.

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it is hopeful

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.