There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Put a blanket."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

what do you mean

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetises a pin

your feed looks like my tumblr

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send your tumblr

much more tactility

Picture

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

not their contents

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.