its good
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
but really the thing should be autonomous
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
you have a beautiful account btw
no longer writing in the third person
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
kind of mythopoesis
Can I see
we can only engage in such a way
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46