It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i want to do that too

so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

barren land

send your tumblr

lol yea

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Today I felt like starting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

it is hopeful

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

currently

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

1

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

lol