so an active mazelike process
so at the end
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
the site i am dreaming
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
propensity within someone
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
bro i read nothing in my life
its performative
lol
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
as in
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
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