It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting


December 2025

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Today I felt like starting

bro i read nothing in my life

not so on: yvf(wthw)

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

hello reader,

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason


feel you