I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i really havent

what do you think my name is

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

December 2025

Thank you, Jack

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

ion

i dont understand magnetisation

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i see a website

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i love it here

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i was tempted to lie about my name