They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Picture

in a post. I want to be remembered

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I am below everything.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

plato

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"