in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we can only engage in such a way

its performative

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brb i will read and reply sincerely

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division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

you cannot feed someone truth

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i was tempted to lie about my name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i really havent

as in

and the fake qualifier

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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