or never left

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

really i want the internet

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation/form

kind of mythopoesis

autonomy of learning

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Rain, starting

no longer writing in the third person

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos