"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I am below everything.
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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
"Put a blanket."
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
not their contents
Can I see
Thank you, Jack
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
currently
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
so the method has to be autonomous
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
its good
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever