I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

ion

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

magnetisation/form

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf abrar

not their contents

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

autonomy of learning

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Worse Lift

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

bro i read nothing in my life

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i really havent

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