There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

much more tactility

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

autonomy of learning

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Lift Analysis

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

that looks like my instagram account

god being the centre magnet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like first name

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

currently

IWGD

no like which do people call me

like magnets

its good short few pages

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i understand

which magnetises chains of pins

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."