Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

really i want the internet

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

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no longer writing in the third person

as in

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

its good

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

it is hopeful

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak