so the method has to be autonomous

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

as in

no longer writing in the third person

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but i respect your search

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

kind of mythopoesis