I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

its good short few pages

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

feel you

i dont understand magnetisation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i love it here

abrar?

like first name

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

its performative

yeah

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

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