I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but i respect your search

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


but really the thing should be autonomous


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

yeah

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

much more tactility


autonomy of learning

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

idk