ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
It's dusk in a snowy
forest and I'm playing with a
fox. It bites my
wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
IWGD
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
2 (actually index). two is company
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
