Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
Thank you, Jack
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
was it worth it
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
yeah
i dont understand magnetisation
wait what is that