I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

wait what is that

was it worth it

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The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

December 2025

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

IWGD

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

bro i read nothing in my life

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

currently