okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

IWGD

thank you

yeah

i really havent

propensity within someone

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

god being the centre magnet

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

or never left

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

but really the thing should be autonomous

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

you cannot feed someone truth

It Will Get Lighter

kind of mythopoesis

you have a beautiful account btw

we need to be deconstructing our identities