okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

as in

propensity within someone

like magnets

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

god being the centre magnet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

all that is to say

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i understand


we need to be deconstructing our identities

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

magnetisation/form

autonomy of learning

ion

it is hopeful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

feel you

you have a beautiful account btw

have you read