okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
its performative
as in
propensity within someone
like magnets
god being the centre magnet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
all that is to say
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
i understand
we need to be deconstructing our identities
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
magnetisation/form
autonomy of learning
ion
it is hopeful
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
you have a beautiful account btw
have you read