was it worth it

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i understand

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

i have read not even 1 book

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i love it here

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol yea

thank you

no longer writing in the third person

your feed looks like my tumblr

not their contents