it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i love it here

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

yeah

much more tactility

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

lol yea

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i was tempted to lie about my name

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i understand

IWGD

magnetisation/form

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Lift Analysis

Style

but really the thing should be autonomous