13, H, grate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

i really havent

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

December 2025

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

send your tumblr

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

send link

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i have read not even 1 book