it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
i got bored though because
i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get
it dense enough to
feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
13, H, grate
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
no longer writing in the third person
Picture
Better Lift
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more
personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more
romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
