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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

but really the thing should be autonomous

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

was it worth it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

sorry i am texting like a slav

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its good

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


barren land

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

autonomy of learning


no longer writing in the third person