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Thank you, Jack

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

but i respect your search

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"Put a blanket."

we can only engage in such a way

you have a beautiful account btw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

its performative