the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
autonomy of learning
no i haven't really read anything
whats your name?
like first name
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i understand
it is hopeful
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
and the fake qualifier
was it worth it
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
much more tactility
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its performative