it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Can I see

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

but i respect your search

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

magnetisation/form

you have a beautiful account btw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so the method has to be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.