i love it here

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but i respect your search

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

is this you as well

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like first name

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you have a beautiful account btw