the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
ion
isaac
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i dont understand magnetisation
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
no i haven't really read anything
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.sorry i am texting like a slav
was it worth it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf abrar
no longer writing in the third person
it is hopeful
i understand
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
we need to be deconstructing our identities
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
Better Lift
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
like first name
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
magnetises a pin
which magnetises chains of pins