okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

but really the thing should be autonomous

Today I felt like starting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Style

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

no longer writing in the third person

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50